Dear Madelene Rose,

I love you more than life. Movie quotes and lyrics still connecting us like constellations. Your hazel eyes complete me. Four tracks is not enough to tell you how I died inside. I don’t want to feel anymore, I’m never over it. This lust to my brain feels like a gun. I lost my head, my mind. Everywhere I go, I think about you. This life, this existence is meaningless without you. My eyes have gone colorless at the sight of emptiness. Day after day, night after night. Perhaps these delusions have gotten the best of me, but these feelings…why are they so real? Why are these tears flowing? I miss you more than anything. My soul misses you more than anything. I am ready to leave this plane of existence if I could ever just reach you. I’m so sorry for wasting your love. Please forgive me.

-Mr. X, age 20