Lovely Patrick,

We’re both idiots.
And I love you.

My life just loses colors and flavors.
Without your kisses, I don’t want to get out of bed.

Everybody tells me I should let you go. And I’ve been trying it so hard.
But I realise it’s a mistake.

Now I know you feel it’s my fault, and life goes on.
Everything is much easier without me.
And I am in dispair without you here.
I learned a lot from you and from missing you.

I wanna be happy again. Please, let’s stay together, love.
Time moves fast and I don’t wanna be your past.
Please, I don’t wanna be your past.

With love,
Le Montagne Russe, age 22