Dear Katie,

Yesterday was supposed to be our original wedding day (4/20). I saw this on the CBS Sunday News Morning Show (one of your favorites and mine as well) and instantly thought of you. I understand your disdain and bitterness towards me. I completely failed us, and I hope you will one day think good thoughts of me and our time together. Here are some things I would like to say to you if I had the chance.

1) Thanks for giving me a second chance. I’m sorry I failed us.

2) Thanks for teaching me the meaning of unconditional love and sacrifice. I will always cherish our time together.

3) I wasn’t looking for anyone when I met you but I fell in love because:

You are an angler with the appropriate fishing jacket and flapper
You are a bourbon drinker (albeit a novice one)
You are dedicated to your family and friends
You are an avid reader
You are a dedicated Christian
You are an above-average Karaoke singer
You are a talented sales representative
You are a dog and squirrel lover
You are a brilliant woman with incredible potential
Your gregarious personality is addictive
You are incredibly witty and hilarious
You are my partner and best friend.

I miss you and love you terribly.
Me, age 41