Hi,

I don’t know if you’re reading this. Sometimes I think you’re reading everything I write, watching everything I do, like an angel over my shoulder. And this whole disappearing act of yours was just an act, and you’re waiting for me somewhere.

I know I’ve made mistakes. But how could I ever forget about our phone calls when we both couldn’t get to sleep? I love you. I will never love another woman the same way again. It is impossible for me to get over you.

It would be manageable if you were around. If you gave me an e-mail every once in a while. Sure, you used to say you loved me as a friend…but is this what people do to friends that they love? Disappear forever?

In the words of Fort Minor, “Where’d you go? I miss you so. Seems like it’s been forever since you’ve been gone.” It’s true. I’m ready to share my life with you. If you want to be friends that’s okay, too. Just write.

Do you know what a soulmate is? It means your soul wasn’t born alone. In Hinduism, there’s the story of Sita and Rama. Sita tells him ‘You found me, just like you find me in every lifetime.’ That’s the way it’s been for millennia.

It’s been a weird and crazy few months since you left.

I miss you,
-H, age 23