Dad,

It is almost ten years since you have been gone. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. I see you in strangers’ faces when they pass me by. I hear your voice in a crowded store. I smell your scent every time I go to Papa’s house. I miss you so much, Dad. It gets hard to go on sometimes without you, but I know you are guiding me and helping me get through this crazy life.

I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you took your last breath. I wanted to be there, but I couldn’t get there in time. I’m sorry I stayed away so much while you were sick. I had a hard time seeing superman get sicker and sicker every day. I should have been there. Your last words to me always brings tears to my eyes. I love you too, daddy! You were an amazing man. I wish you could be here for whenever I get married. I don’t know how I am going to walk down the isle without you. I don’t know how I am going to get through my future wedding without you by my side calming my nerves. I love you forever, daddy! Until the next one, keep on trucking up in heaven!

Love your baby girl
Beca a.k.a Frog eyes, age 29