Kris,

You’re the last thing I think about at night, and the first thing every morning, and every minute in-between. You are an incredible person, so determined and driven, good hearted, and such a beautiful soul. There’s not a day I don’t miss you, and there will never be a day that I’ll stop loving you. You were supposed to be mine, we were supposed to be each other’s everything. But as time went on, you moved on.

I talk to our old friends and ask how you’ve been. You’re with someone new and you two are sharing all of our dreams. If makes me sick to my stomach. You break my heart everyday without ever even knowing it. You drive me crazy and you don’t even know it. I still love you after all this time and I don’t know if you still know it. I wonder at times if the feeling is mutual. Do you miss me, too? Do you wish she was me? I wake up with him and pray everyday it’s you laying next to me.

Sometimes I’ll wake up in the middle of the night and I’ll listen to our old songs just to get me back to sleep. All I have left of us is our pictures and my memories. My heart breaks everyday for you, my love.  Come back, I’ll always be waiting for you. I still love you babe, with all my heart. No one will ever hold a flame to you.

Alicia, age 22