Now I Want to Live

Dear Devon,

Life is going to be hard and upsetting. You’re going to get mad at the world, and sometimes you’re going to get mad at your mom, me, a friend, or a girl. You can come to me anytime. I’m your father and your friend. For help, a problem, love, or just for someone to talk to. I’m here.

It is because of you and your mom that I changed my life. You two make me feel like a million dollars. I love you more than there is love in this world. I will not judge you. I know how it feels to be judged, hopeless, alone. I was that most of my life until we had you. Now I want to live. I am happy. You and your mom are my life, my soul, my love, my world, and I just want to say thank you. I will be there until the end.

Love,
Your father and friend, age 27

8 December 2009