Dear M,

It has been fun while it lasted. Our college days are nearing it’s end and I cant stop thinking of how life would be so much different without seeing you everyday like I used to. When we are together, the feeling is incomparable. It feels like I am invincible, like time is at the palm of my hand, time just stops when I am with you. When I’m with you, I feel so secure, so comfortable, so carefree. You are the closest to home that I’ll ever be.

Thank you for being with me during our college days. Thank you for saying that I am not as weird as I thought I was; for silently saying that I don’t have to go through this alone. If it weren’t for you, I would probably be walking on my own, probably drink til the lights went out, or just feel depressed or uninspired. THANK YOU for staying with me. I wish you knew how much I treasured this friendship of ours. 

I miss you but I don’t want you to miss me back because I don’t want you to feel the same heartache that I am feeling right now. I hope that I could see you soon enough so that we could go back on laughing at the small petty things because honestly, all that I am after is a life full of laughter as long as I am laughing with you. :-)

Sincerely yours,
N., age 20