Dear Jeff,

It’s almost been a year since you came back into my life. As I sit and look back it’s been a crazy roller coaster. This friend I had not seen from High School came back into my life at tough time for me and made my heart sing, gave me a smile I didn’t know I had. How things change. Something fell apart, walls went up, and when those go up it’s hard to be the person on the other side. I’m sorry I never said exactly what I felt I always was afraid to say the wrong thing and in effect that hurt me too. You are a wonderful, amazing, loving person and I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you wanted me to be. I’m sorry you always felt someone was going to hurt you…all, in all I’m just sorry..sorry that the smile will never..never be the same again. I’ll always love you..

Love,
Me, age 43